Why Bother?

Church... Why bother? I have no idea. I am serving as the 2nd Counselor in the primary. Every time I go to church it feels like wow, what a waste. Today, I saw an old friend Kathy who I have not seen for years. At the time I was holding 2 crying children one in each arm, and neither were mine.... These cannot be yours she says.. No, mine is in the room in the back laying on the floor crying by himself, because there are not enough arms to go around....
Well I hope somebody felt the spirit today, cause it sure wasn't me. Maybe one day someone will hold my child, while I try and learn of Jesus... Just not today.